I looked under the bed, but no magazines there; they had gone away when he had left for college, and apparently hadn’t come back with him. He did noon to ten o’clock shifts, six days a week. Desiporn I wondered if he masturbated with them. I knew that my body had changed a lot in the last few years, and I was insecure about it. He did noon to ten o’clock shifts, six days a week. I couldn’t believe how much he had shot out. It was as if nothing was different. No decoration, just a few books. Somehow I found that really exciting. Nothing was missing, nothing seemed to have been disturbed… But I was pretty sure that I hadn’t left the panties I wore yesterday on top of the pile of dirty




















